Soma
Smashing Pumpkins
Siamese Dream (1993)

nothing left to say
and all I've left to do
is run away
from you

and she led me up, down
with secrets I can't keep
close your eyes and sleep
don't wait up for me
hush now don't you speak
to me

wrap my hurt in you
and took my shelter in that pain
the opiate of blame
is you broken heart, your heart

so now I'm all by myself
as I've always felt
I'll betray my tears
to anyone caught in our ruse of fools

one last kiss for me...yeah
one last kiss good night

didn't want to lose you once again
didn't want to be your friend
fulfill a promise made of tears
and crawled back to you

now I'm all by myself
as I've always felt
and I'll betray myself
to anyone, anyone but you

so let the sadness come again
on that you can depend on me
until the bitter, bitter end
when good sleeps in bliss

and I'm all by myself
as I've always felt
and I'll betray myself
to anyone