Control freak
Recoil
Unsound methods (1997)

A girl who can't shake off a smell of a man she met but didn't know well. She thinks she feels him in her skin. She thinks she sees his sideways grin. She sees him in the street by chance. Follows him as if entranced. Gets on the train that he gets on. A girl like this she is possessed.
She sits two seats behind his own, she hears him sigh a little moan. She wonders what he's thinking of as he removes his right hand glove. She notices his hand is strange, as if the bones were rearranged. She thinks of what she'll say to him, she hears it playing deep within.
You're all I need to get high.
The man jumps to his feet just then, zips out the train, and round the bend. She almost loses sight of him, shuts her eyes and thinks of his skin. She catches up just as he goes into a bar, and down below, to where cases of wine are stacked. There is no light, it's nearly black.
You're all I need to get high.
You're all I need to get high.
You're all I need to get high.
He turns around to face her then. His right hand seems to claw the air. She doesn't know why she came here. She doesn't know what posessed her. Sweat's running down her spine, but then he breaks into a smile that lights up his whole face, and then he starts to laugh and laugh and laugh, and then he says "I've thought about you since that day we met but barely spoke."
They start to kiss, he rubs his hand inside her tights, in her band. She shivers up against him hard. She reaches inside of him far. But then she stops. She pulls away. She starts to go and he tells her "stay." But she walks, determined up the stairs. She sways a bit. She flaunts her wares. She's got him where she wants him now. She knows he'll follow hard and hell. Anything she says will go. Any "yes" she'll turn to "no."
You're all I need to get high.
He follows her outside and says "hey, wait, don't go, stay here!" She turns around and sneers at him...
You're all I need to get high.
...And walks away for days.
You're all I need to get high.
You're all I need to get high.
You're all I need to get high.
You're all I need to get high.